I’ve been thinking and I think that I am one of those people that are just meant to be alone through life. Like, I can’t imagine ever feeling true love or real friendship or that feeling where you just can’t be without someone. I mean, I can in the way of I’m a person who has a very thorough ability to relate and empathize and put myself in someone else’s shoes, but as far as actually feeling it for myself, pulsing through my veins and radiating through my heart and soul like how you’re supposed to, how people describe it… I don’t think it’s in the cards for me. It’s not a sad thing - I’m very good at being alone, I like it most of the time. And I think me being alone is better for everyone in the long run. I honestly don’t think I know how to fall in love. I’m just good at faking it, at tricking others and myself into believing that’s what it is. So I’m okay with being by myself, life is more productive that way.